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I deleted the last few post I posted. It was emo. I was damn sad that period. So. Yeah. I deleted them. I have a gang. This girl wanted to leave the group. Thr was some conflicts. She said : she can't afford to lose us. She rather lose a fren who my gang hate and a girl who was much closer to her. I didn't really understand her feelings though. But now. Today. I know how she feels. My fren said I hav changed. Getting attention or something. Ppl in my class starting to hate me. I can't afford to lose my frens. She said that I'm like trying to get attention from my bf. And now, ppl are like ignoring me .. I'm trying to change.. But they just wouldn't like gimme the chance . I'm like what. Depression at the moment. What muz I do to get my frens bck? >< omfg. Alot of things happened these few days. Well, it affected me only. Not my family. My gang are still the best of friends I ever had. But they're hanging out with others than wif me except for the girl who I mentioned that she wanted to leave the group. She's the best friend I ever met. She mostly hates the same ppl as me. She's caring ~ and yeah. Sometimes bossy a little. But she is so much better than the others. My project partner is one of the members in my gang. We were supposed to do the project today. But because others asked her out, she decided not to do the project today. And she told me the last minute. My relationship with my friends are starting to fade. We aren't that close anymore. Any comments? Like what I should do to get them bck? I heard comments from my friends. They said I was a little bossy. What should I do ? Okay. This is the longest post I ever posted.