its past midnight. but im still wide awake. i would end up doing something and stopping suddenly for 10 minutes starring into space thinking. i wanted to think of anything else besides you. but couldnt. i want to cry. but couldnt find the reason to. couldnt find the tears to shed for you. i want to forget. but couldnt. you arent worth enough for me to rmb you in the first place to forget you now. i felt like giving up and disappearing. why stay in this fucked up. messed up life? i end up wanting to do homework. to keep my mind busy. but failed. all i am think about now is you. im confused. i have nvr felt like this in my life before. what do you want me to do now? just stop being a flower eat and make her like you back. could have prevented me from all this unnecessary pain.
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currently thinking if i should change my school -.-
@ lollipop : bleah ! go laa ! hahah. but dancing wif a guy is totally crazy. hahha. but if it's me, i dont think i want to go, cuz i wun be enjoying it anyway ;D your choice laa (;
DAMN. i dont like my school -.- like damn regretted going to the school i appealed to although there are still friends that actually understand me uh. unlike my class ! some bitches. right. from the start of school, damn. from the look of the face uh. i know they surely gonna be like damn enemies wif me. and like, gonna steal all my friends away._. damn. the feeling that you get left out everytime. not like in primary school. when like everyone knows your character, den they get along wif you like damn well. it's like, in sec school uh. totally dfferent siah. eeeeeee. i dont like my school. im having the thought that i should go sports school (; but ltr got muscle.eee. hahha. i dont want ;D i wonder how i can survive in that school for that whole of the next 3 years ! );
yeah. i know. my words like dont pass by my brain before i actually speak. yeahh. i offended some. but we spend like how many months being together and know each other well ? 10 months ? sometimes im like straightforward person at least like when i talk, when i even start talking, like stop damn asking me to shut up uh. if i ask you to shut up in front of a group of friends, how'd you feel ? huh ? you can like others, others cant hate you ? what rule is this ? -.- well, let me tell you uh. everyone damn hate your attitude. stop stealing my friends laa. i think your attitude suck way more than me.
damn you fucking bitch-'-
sorry. just venting ._. thinking of what even happened this year.this stupid year D;
DAMN. i dont like my school -.- like damn regretted going to the school i appealed to although there are still friends that actually understand me uh. unlike my class ! some bitches. right. from the start of school, damn. from the look of the face uh. i know they surely gonna be like damn enemies wif me. and like, gonna steal all my friends away._. damn. the feeling that you get left out everytime. not like in primary school. when like everyone knows your character, den they get along wif you like damn well. it's like, in sec school uh. totally dfferent siah. eeeeeee. i dont like my school. im having the thought that i should go sports school (; but ltr got muscle.eee. hahha. i dont want ;D i wonder how i can survive in that school for that whole of the next 3 years ! );
yeah. i know. my words like dont pass by my brain before i actually speak. yeahh. i offended some. but we spend like how many months being together and know each other well ? 10 months ? sometimes im like straightforward person at least like when i talk, when i even start talking, like stop damn asking me to shut up uh. if i ask you to shut up in front of a group of friends, how'd you feel ? huh ? you can like others, others cant hate you ? what rule is this ? -.- well, let me tell you uh. everyone damn hate your attitude. stop stealing my friends laa. i think your attitude suck way more than me.
damn you fucking bitch-'-
sorry. just venting ._. thinking of what even happened this year.this stupid year D;
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