i just wanna sleep and wake up tmr, hoping everything was just a dream.

you make me so sacred, make me feel so darn-right paranoid. i dont reply you, and you assume i was like fucking talking to other guys ? wtf -.- you were the one replying me late first okay. stop blaming everything on me now ! it's just so miserable. why ? out of all the girls, WHY ME ? everyone says it's cool having an upper sec liking you. crap man ! it's MISERABLE when he doesnt wanna give up. what's your problem ? keep asking me to be your girlfriend ? what fuck siah ? you think i'm gonna accept you that easily ? i duwanna hurt you. i dont like telling people straight in the face like , " just goddamit, give up on me ! i dont like you. hello ? it's my streaming year this year ! it's not important to you, but it's fucking important to me ! " yeah, QUEEN OF EXCUSES. that's me. so what ? everytime, seriously. there wun be any perfect week ! every week, we will always be fighting over the same thing over and over again -.- what is this ?! you think i'm just somebody who you can dump when you dont want to play anymore ? and suddenly stop talking to me, den ltr a few days, re-appear again -.- seriously man. fuck off. like damn, go away ! i dont want to have a boyfriend now ! i dont want to. it just got boring for me. BORING . okay ? get that word right. yeah, you said, i'm the ideal girl you want. hey, get it right ! you AINT the ideal guy i want. i kept hinting you. trying to say that , just give up on me. but you wouldnt ! and end up, you're gonna start blaming everything on me again. and it's gonna seem like it's all my fault. i said ! you can continue being your little admirer. but, i duwan to stead wif you ! okay ? i duwan to stead wif you ! shit. i feel like saying all this to you . right now. IN YOUR FACE. wei, dont think you gangster and you can get what you want okay. i'm all acting it out wif you okay ? ( although it's kinda not true sometimes ._. ) i swear. you are one scary bastard .