I am just a Wall

we were talking the other day. you said that i was a wall. that you feel i was hiding so many things from you. but i deny every fact bout that. lemme tell you. ok. so maybe i was hiding a little. no. i am hiding a lot. so much that you would understand nothing. you would have nvr imagined what had happened to me. like you said. i could have killed someone and you wouldnt know bout it. you dont even understand me. you have no right to call me that. a wall. without emotions. without feeling. without pain. without passion. without love. maybe that was why im so love-stupid. but thats the way i am. take it or leave. don like me? scram. cant except me? scram. scram far far away. so that i don have to talk to you anymore. so that i wont feel so special when you talk to me. so that i wont have to doubt myself. and yesterday. we had a misunderstanding. my friend made me do it. and now? i end up being a liar to you. why? youd rather trust her than me? fine. be that way. ill find my way.