He will one day understand.

Now he's back. And I realized. He's like my drug. I'm always addicted to texting him. Den now. I'm about to be in a relationship with another guy. He tells me he wouldnt be talking to me anymore. All of them told me. I can't have 2 guys in my life at the same time. Why? It's like twilight. Bella likes jacob and Edward. Jacob's a guy who always back her up when she's not okay. She wants both Jacob and Edward. But she can live without Jacob but not Edward. I can live without both guys. But I would chose to be with him. But yet i don't want to be in a relationship with him. Den what exactly do i want!? You said I treated you like a tool More like the other guy's a tool. He's a tool to make you jealous. He's a tool To make you forget me and go to her. He's a tool For me. I did everything for you. FOR YOU. But you couldn't see it. If only you could read my mind. Like how Edward Cullen read other people's mine.