mang lai mang qu de

this few days damn busy sia. got nifty debate competition coming up in like 5 days. world scholars cup coming in less than a month. midterms coming up in a months plus. than later got finals follow up. than end of this year still got theory exam. and then still got more jian dings, SSATs, PreSATs, SATs, APs, MUN to take in future plus piano. god ah save me ah~ and than these few days i feel so mean and guilty. somehow i tend to throw my temper on my friends more frequently. ignoring people who care abt me. taking my parents care for granted. taking my teachers for granted. i guess i must look like a real spoilt bitch right now. im so srry, i rlly am, its just im so stressed up right now, i dont know what to do, what to feel. everythings happening in a rush and i just start to doubt every detail, everyone. its just sucks more that we are dissecting pigs in life science lab! and some crazy teacher is too stupid to understand when i told him not to mark my wb chapter 8 becos im not done with it yet! W.H.Y.